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Pururavus
from Titan conflict ceased
Turned
worldwards, through illimitable space
Had
travelled like a star ’twixt earth and heaven
Slowly
and brightly. Late our mortal air
He
breathed; for downward now the hooves divine
Trampling
out fire with sound before them went,
And
the great earth rushed up towards him, green.
With
the first line of dawn he touched the peaks,
Nor
paused upon those savage heights, but reached
Inferior
summits subject to the rain,
And
rested. Looking northwards thence he saw
The
giant snows upclimbing to the sky,
And
felt the mighty silence. In his ear
The
noise of a retreating battle was,
Wide
crash of wheels and hard impetuous blare
Of
trumpets and the sullen march of hosts.
Therefore
with joy he drank into his soul
The
virgin silence inaccessible
Of
mountains and divined his mother’s breasts.
But
as he listened to the hush, a thought
Came
to him from the spring and he turned round
And
gazed into the quiet maiden East,
Watching
that birth of day, as if a line
Of
some great poem out of dimness grew,
Slowly
unfolding into perfect speech.
The
grey lucidity and pearliness
Bloomed
more and more, and over earth chaste again
The
freshness of the primal dawn returned,
Life
coming with a virginal sharp strength,
Renewed
as from the streams of Paradise.
Nearer
It drew now to him and he saw
Out
of the widening glory move a face
Of
dawn, a body fresh from mystery,
Enveloped
with a prophecy of light
More
rich than perfect splendours. It was she,
The
golden virgin, Usha mother of life,
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Yet
virgin. In a silence sweet she came,
Unveiled, soft-smiling, like a bride, rose-cheeked,
Her
bosom full of flowers, the morning wind
Stirring
her hair and all about her gold.
Nor sole she came. Behind her faces laughed
Delicious,
girls of heaven whose beauties ease
The labour of the battle-weary Gods;
They in the golden dawn of things sprang gold,
From
youth of the immortal Ocean born,
They youthful and immortal, and the waves
Were in their feet and in their voices fresh
As foam, and Ocean in their souls was love.
Laughing
they ran among the clouds, their hair
And
raiment all a tempest in the breeze.
The sky grew glorious with them and their feet
A restless loveliness and glad eyes full
Of morning and divine faces bent back
For the imperious kisses of the wind.
So danced they numberless, as dew-drops gleam,
Menaca,
Misracayshie, Mullica,
Rumbha, Nelabha, Shela, Nolinie,
Lolita,
Lavonya and Tilottama, -
Many delightful names; among them
she.
And seeing her Pururavus the king
Shuddered as of felicity afraid,
And all the wide heart of Pururavus
Moved like the sea - when
with a coming wind
Great
Ocean lifts in far expectancy
Waiting to feel the shock, so was he moved
By expectation of her face. For this
Was secret in its own divinity
Like a high sun of splendour, or half seen
All troubled with her hair. Yet Paradise
Breathed from her limbs and tresses wonderful,
With
odours and with dreams. Then for a space
Voiceless
the great king stood and, troubled, watched
That
lovely advent, laughter and delight
Gaining upon the world. At last he sighed
And the vague passion broke from him in speech
Heard
by the solitude. "0 thou strong god,
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Who
art thou graspest me with hands of fire,
Making
my soul all colour? Surely I thought
The
hills would move and the eternal stars
Deviate
from their rounds immutable,
Never
Pururavus yet lo! I fall.
My
soul whirls alien and I hear amazed
The
galloping of uncontrollable steeds.
Men
said of me: ‘The King Pururavus
Grows
more than man; he lifts to azure heaven
In
vast equality his spirit sublime’,
Why
sink I now towards attractive earth?
And
thou, who art thou, mystery! golden wonder!
Moving
enchantress! Wast thou not a part
Of
soft auspicious evenings I have loved?
Have
I not seen thy beauty on the clouds?
In
moonlight and in starlight and in fire?
Some
flower whose brightness was a trouble? a face.
Whose
memory like a picture lived with me?
A
thought I had, but lost? O was thy voice
A
vernal repetition in some grove,
Telling
of 1i1ies clustered o’er with bees
And
quiet waters open to the moon?
Surely
in some past life I loved thy name,
And
syllable by syllable now strive
Its
sweetness to recall. It seems the grace
Of
visible things, of hushed and lonely snows
And
burning great inexorable noons,
And
towns and valleys and the mountain winds.
All
beauty of earthliness is in thee, all
Luxurious
experience of the soul.
O
comest thou because I left thy charm
Aiming
at purity, oh comest thou,
Goddess,
to avenge thyself with beauty? Come!
Unveil
thyself from light! limit thyself,
O infinite grace, that I may find, may clasp.
For
surely in my heart I know thou bearest
A
name that naturally weds with mine,
And
I perceive our union magically
I
Inevitable as a
perfect verse
Of
Veda. Set thy feet upon my heart,
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O
Goddess! woman, to my bosom move!
I
am Pururavus, O Urvasie.”
As
when a man to the grey face of dawn
Awaking
from an unremembered dream,
Repines
at life awhile and buffets back
The
wave of old familiar thoughts, and hating
His
usual happiness and usual cares
Strives
to recall a dream's felicity; -
Long
strives in vain and rolls his painful thought
Through
many alien ways, when sudden comes
A
flash, another, and the vision burns
Like
lightning in the brain, so leaped that name
Into
the musing of the troubled king.
Joyous
he cried aloud and lashe4 his steeds:
They,
rearing, leaped from Himalaya high
And
trampled with their hooves the southern wind.
But
now a cry broke from the lovely crowd
Of
fear and tremulous astonishment;
And
they huddled together like doves dismayed
Who
see the inevitable talons near
And
rush of cruel wings. ’Twas not from him,
For
him they saw not yet, but from the north
A
fear was on them, and Pururavus
Heard
a low roar as of a distant cloud.
He
turned half-wrathful. In the far north-west
Heaven
stood thick, concentrated in gloom,
Darkness
in darkness hidden; for the cloud
Rose
firmament on sullen firmament,
As
if all brightness to entomb. Across
Great
thundrous whispers rolled, and lightning quivered
From
edge to edge, a savage pallor. Down
The
south wind dropped appalled. Then for a while
Stood
pregnant with the thunderbolt and wearing
Rain
like a colour, the monumental cloud
Sublime
and voiceless. Long the heart was stilled
And
the ear waited listening. Suddenly
From
motionless battalions as outride
A
speed disperse of horsemen, from that mass
Of
livid menace went a frail light cloud
Rushing
through heaven, and behind it streamed
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The
downpour all in wet and greenish lines.
Swift
rushed the splendid anarchy admired,
And
reached, and broke, and with a roar of rain
And
tumult on the wings of wind and clasp
Of
the o’erwhelmed horizons and with bursts
Of
thunder breaking all the body with sound
And
lightning ’twixt the eyes intolerable,
Like
heaven’s vast eagle all that blackness swept
Down
over the inferior snowless heights
O
And swallowed up the
dawn. Pururavus
Lost
in the streaming tumult, stood amazed:
But
as he watched, he was aware of locks
Flying
and a wild face and terrible
And
fierce familiar eyes. Again he looked
And
knew him in a hundred battles crossed,
The
giant Cayshie. It seemed but yesterday
That
over the waves of fight their angry eyes
Had
met. He in the dim disguise of rain,
All
swift with storm, came passionate and huge,
Filling
the regions with himself. Immense
He
stooped upon the brides of heaven. They
Like
flowers in a gust scattered and blown
Fled
every way; but he upon that beauty
Magical
sprang and seized and lifted up,
As
the storm lifts a lily, and arrow-like
Up
towards the snow-bound heights in rising cloud
Rushed
with the goddess to the trembling East.
But
with more formidable speed and fast
Storming
through heaven King Pururavus
Hurled
after him. The giant turned and knew
The
sound of those victorious wheels and light
In
a man’s face more dangerous to evil
Than
all the shining Gods. He stood, he raised
One
dreadful arm that stretched across the heavens,
And
shook his baffling lance on high. But vast,
But
magnified by speed came threatening on
With
echoing hooves and battle in its wheels
The
chariot of the King Pururavus
Bearing
a formidable charioteer,
Pururavus.
The fiend paused, he rolled his eyes
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Full
of defiance, passion and despair
Upon
the swooning goddess in his arms
And
that avenger. Violence and fear
Poised
him a moment on a wave of fate
This
way to death cadent, that way to shame.
Then
groaning in his great tumultuous breast
He
dropped upon the snow heaven’s ravished flower
And
fled, a blackness in the East. New sky
Replenished
from the sullen cloud dawned out;
The
great pure azure rose in sunlight wide.
Nor
King Pururavus pursued but checked
His
rushing chariot on the quiet snow
And
sprang towards her and knelt down and trembled.
Perfect
she lay amid her tresses wide,
Like
a mishandled lily luminous,
As
she had fallen. From the lucid robe
One
shoulder gleamed and golden breast left bare,
Divinely
lifting, one gold arm was flung.
A
warm rich splendour exquisitely outlined
Against
the dazzling whiteness, and her face
Was
as a fallen moon among the snows.
And
King Pururavus, beholding glowed
Through
all his limbs and maddened with a love
He
feared and cherished. Overawed and hushed,
Hardly
even breathing, long he knelt, a greatness
Made
stone with sudden dread and passion. Love
With
fiery attempt plucked him all down to her,
But
fear forbade his lips the perfect curls.
At
length he raised her still unkissed and laid
In
his bright chariot, next himself ascended
And
resting on one arm with fearful joy
Her
drooping head, with the other ruled the car; -
With
one arm ruled, but his eyes were for her
Studying
her fallen lids and to heart-beats
Guessing
the sweetness of the soul concealed.
And
soon she moved. Those wonderful wide orbs
Dawned
into his, quietly, as if in muse.
A
lovely slow surprise crept into them
Afterwards;
last, something far lovelier,
Which
was herself, and was delight, and love.
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As
when a child falls asleep unawares
At
a closed window on a stormy day,
Looking
into the weary rain, and long
Sleeps,
and wakes quietly into a life
Of
ancient moonlight, first the thoughtfulness
Of
that felicitous world to which the soul
Is
visitor in sleep, keeps her sublime
Discurtained
eyes; human dismay comes next,
Slowly;
last, sudden, they brighten and grow wide
With
recognition of an altered world,
Delighted:
so woke Urvasie to love.
But,
hardly now that luminous inner dawn
Bridged
joy between their eyes, laughter broke in
And
the returning world; for Menaca,
Standing
a lily in the snows, laughed back
Those
irresistible wheels and spoke like song; -
She
tremulous and glad from bygone fear;
But
all those flower-like came, increasing light,
Their
bosoms quick and panting, bright, like waves
That
under sunshine lift remembering storm.
And
before all Menaca tremulously
Smiling:
“Whither, O King Pururavus
Bear’st
thou thy victory? Wilt thou set her
A
golden triumph in thy balls? But she
Is
other than thy marble caryatids
And
austere doors, purity colourless.
Read
not too much thy glory in her eyes.
Will
not that hueless inner stream yet serve
Where
thou wast wont to knew thy perfect deeds?
But
give her back, give us our sister back,
And
in return take all thyself with thee.”
So
with flushed cheeks and smiling Menaca.
And
great Pururavus set down the nymph
In
her bright sister’s arms and stood awhile
Stormily
calm in vast incertitude,
Quivering.
Then divine Tilottama:
“O
King, O mortal mightier than the Gods!
For
Gods change not their strength, but are of old
And
as of old, and man, though less than these,
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May yet proceed to
greater, self-evolved.
Man,
by experience of passion purged,
His
myriad faculty perfecting, widens
His
nature as it rises till it grows
With
God conterminous. For one who tames
His
hot tremulousness of soul Unblest
And
feels around him like an atmosphere
A
quiet perfectness of joy and peace,
He,
like the sunflower sole of all the year,
Images
the divine to which he tends:
So
thou, sole among men. And thou today
I
Hast a high deed perfected, saved from death
The
great Gods of the solar world the first,
And
saved with them the stars; but her today
Without
whom all that world would grow to shade
Or
grow to fire, but each way cease to live.
And
thou shalt gather strange rewards, O King,
Hurting
thyself with good, and lose thy life
To
have the life of all the solar world,
Draw
infinite gain out .of more infinite loss,
And,
for the lowest, endless fame. Today
Retire
nor pluck the slowly-ripening fates;
Since
who anticipates the patient Gods,
Finds
his crown ashes and his empire grief.
So
choose blind Titans in their violent souls
Unseeing,
forfeiting the beautiful world
For
momentary splendours.” She was silent,
And
he replied no word, but gathering
His
reins swept from the golden group. His car
Through
those mute Himalayan doors, of earth
And
all that silent life before our life
Solitary
and great and merciless,
Went
groaning down the wind: He, the sole living,
Over
the dead deep-plunging precipices
Passed
bright and small in a wide dazzling world
Illimitable,
where eye flags and ear
Listening
feels inhuman loneliness.
He
tended towards Gungotri’s solemn peaks
And
savage glaciers and the caverns pure
Whence
Ganges leaps, our mother, virgin-cold.
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But
ere he plunged into the human vales
And
kindlier grandeurs, King Pururavus,
Looked
back upon a gust of his great heart,
And
saw her. On a separate peak, divine,
In
blowing raiment and a glory of hair
She
stood and watched him go with serious eyes
And
a soft wonder in them and a light.
One
hand was in her streaming folds, one shaded
Her
eyes as if the vision that she saw
Were
brighter even than deathless eyes endure.
Over
her shoulder pressed a laughing crowd
Of
luminous faces. And Pururavus
Staggered
as smitten, and shaking wide his reins
Rushed
like a star into the infinite air;
So
curving downwards on precipitate wheels,
His
spirit all a storm, came with the wind
Far-sounding
into Ila’s peaceful town.
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