The Birth of the War-God*
canto
Two
But
now in spheres above whose motions fixed
Confirm
our cyclic steps, a cry arose
Anarchic.
Strange disorders threatened Space.
There
was a tumult in the calm abodes,
A
clash of arms, a thunder of defeat.
Hearing
that sound our smaller physical home
Trembled
in its pale circuits. Fearing soon
The
ethereal revolt might touch its stars.
Then
were these knots of our toy orbits torn
And
like a falling leaf this world might sink
From
the high tree mysterious where it hangs
Between
that voiceful and this silent flood.
For
long a mute indifference had seized
The
Lord of all; no more the Mother of forms
By
the persuasion of her clinging arms
Bound
him to bear the burden of her works.
Therefore
with a slow dreadful confidence
Chaos
had lifted his gigantic head.
His
movement stole, a shadow on the skies,
Out
of the dark inconscience where he hides.
Breaking the tread of the eternal dance
Voices
were heard life's music shudders at,
Thoughts
were abroad no living mind can bear,
Enormous
rhythms had disturbed the gods
Of
which they knew not the stupendous law,
And
taking new amorphous giant shapes
Desires
the primal harmonies repel
Fixed
dreadful eyes upon their coveted heavens.
Awhile
they found no form could clothe their strength,
No
spirit who could brook their feet of fire
Gave
them his aspirations for their home.
Only
in the invisible heart of things
A
dread unease and expectation lived,
Which
felt immeasurable energies
In
huge revolt against the established world.
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But
now awake to the fierce nether gods
Tarak
the Titan rose; and the gods fled
Before
him driven in a luminous rout.
Rumours
of an unalterable defeat
Astonished
heaven. Like a throng of stars
Drifting
through night before the clouds of doom,
Like
golden leaves hunted by dark-winged winds
They
fled back to their old delightful seats,
Nor
there found refuge. Bent to a Titan yoke
They
suffered, till their scourged defeated thoughts
Turned
suppliants to a greater seat above.
There
the Self-born who weaves from his deep heart
Harmonious
spaces, sits concealed and watches
The
inviolable cycles of his soul.
Thither
ascending difficult roads of sleep
Those
colonists of heaven, the violent strength
Of
thunderous Indra flashing in their front,
Climbed
up with labour to their mighty Source.
But
as they neared, but as their yearning reached, .
Before
them from the eternal secrecy
A
Form grew manifest from all their forms.
A
great brow seemed to face them everywhere,
Eyes
which survey the threads of Space looked forth,
The
lips whose words are Nature's ordinances
Were
visible. Then as at dawn the sun
Smiles
upon listless pools and at each smile
A
sleeping lotus wakes, so on them shone
That
glory and awoke to bloom and life
The
drooping beauty of those tarnished gods.
Thus
with high voices echoing his word
They
hymned their great Creator where he sits
In
the mystic lotus musing out his worlds:
"Pure
Spirit who wast before creation woke,
Calm
violence, destroyer, gulf of Soul,
One,
though divided in thy own conceit,
Brahma
we see thee here, who from thy deeps
Of
memory rescuest forgotten Time,
We
see thee, Yogin, on the solemn snows,
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Shiva,
withdrawing into thy hush the Word
Which
sang the fiat of the speeding stars,
They
pass like moths into thy flaming gaze.
We
adore thee, Vishnu, whose eternal steps
To
thee are casual footprints yet thy small base
For
luminous systems measureless to our mind,
Whose
difficult touch1 thy light and happy smile
Sustains,
O wide discoverer of Space!
To
thee our adoration, triune Form!
Imagining
her triple mood thou gavest
To
thy illimitable Nature play.
When
nothing was except thy lonely soul
In
the ocean of thy being, then thou sowedst
Thy
seed infallible, O Spirit unborn,
And
from that seed a million unlike forms
Thou
variously hast made. Thy world that moves
And
breathes, thy world inconscient and inert,
What
are they but a corner of thy life ?
Thou
hast made them and preservest; if thou slayst
It
is thy greatness. Lord. Mysterious source
Of
all, from thee we draw this light of mind,
This
mighty stirring and these failings dark.
In
thee we live, by thee act thy thoughts,
Thou
grewest thyself a Woman and divine.
Thou
grewest twain who wert the formless One,
In
one sole body thou wert Lord and Spouse
To
found the bliss which by division joins,
Then
borest thy being, a spirit who is Man.
All
are thy creatures: in the meeting vast
Of
thy swift Nature with thy brilliant Mind,
Thou
madest thy children, man and beast and god.
Thy
days and nights are numberless aeons; when
Thou
sleepest, all things sleep, O conscient God;
Thy
waking is a birth of countless souls.
Thou
art the womb from which all life arose.
But
who begot thee ? thou the ender of things,
But
who has known thy end ? Beginningless,
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All
our beginnings are thy infant powers,
Thou
governest their middle and their close,
But
over thee where is thy ruler, Lord ?
None
knoweth this; alone thou knowest thyself.
By
thy ineffable identity
Knowledge
approaches the unknown. We seek
Discoveries
of ourselves in distant things
When
first desire stirred, the seed of mind,
And
to existence from the plenary void
Thy
seers built the golden bridge of thought,
Out
of thy uncreated Ocean's rest
By
thy own energy thou sprangest forth,
Thou
art thy action's path and thou its law,
Thou
art thy own vast ending and its sleep,
The
subtle and the dense, the flowing and firm,
The
hammered close consistency of things,
The
clingings of the atoms, lightness, load,
What
are all these things but thy shapes ? Things seen
And
sensible and things no thought has scanned,
Thou
grewest, and all such pole and contrary
Art
equally, O self-created God.
Thou
hast become all this at thy desire;
And
nothing is impossible in thee;
Creation
is the grandeur of thy soul.
The
chanting Veda and the threefold voice,
The
sacrifice of works, the heavenly fruit,
The
all-initiating OM, from thee,
From
thee they sprang; out of thy ocean-heart
The
rhythms of our fathomless Words were born,
They
name thee Nature, she the mystic law
Of
all things done and seen who drives us, mother
And
giver of our spirit's seeking, won
In
her enormous strength though won from her.
They
know thee for Spirit, far above thou dwellest,
Pure
of achievement, empty of her noise,
Silent
spectator of thy infinite stage,
Unmoved
in a serene tremendous calm
Thou
viewest indifferently the grandiose scene,
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O
Deity from whom all deities are,
O
Father of the sowers of the world,
O
Master of the godheads of the law,
Who
so supreme but shall find thee above?
Thou
art the enjoyer and the sweet enjoyed,
The
hunter and the hunted in the worlds,
The
food, the eater, O sole Knower, sole Known!
Sole
Dreamer, this bright-imaged dream is thou
Which
we pursue in our miraculous minds;
No
other thinker is or other thought.
O
Lord, when we bow, who from thy being came,
To
thee in prayer, is it not thou who prayst,
Spirit
transcendent and eternal All?"
Shedding
a smile in whose benignancy
Some
sweet return like pleasant sunlight glowed,
Then
to the wise in heaven the original Seer,
Maker
and poet of the magic spheres,
Sent
chanting from his fourfold mouth a voice
In
which were justified the powers of sound,
"Welcome,
you excellent mightinesses of heaven,
Who
hold your right by self-supported strengths,
The
centuries for your arms. How have you risen
Together
in one movement of great Time!
Wherefore
bring you now your divine faces, robbed
Of
their old inborn light and beauty, pale
As
stars in winter mists dim-rayed and cold
Swimming
through the dumb melancholy of heaven ?
Why
do I see your power dejected, frail
Which
bounded free and lionlike through heaven ?
The
thunder in the Python-slayer's hand
Flames
not exultant, wan its darings droop,
Quelled
is the iridescence of its dance,
Its
dreadful beauty like a goddess shamed,
Shrinks
back into its violated powers.1
Varuna's
unescaped and awful noose
Hangs
slack, impuissant and its ruthless coils
Are
a charmed serpent's folds, a child can smite
' pride.
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The whirling lasso snare for
Titan strengths.
In Kuver's
face there is defeat and pain.
Low as an opulent tree its
broken branch
In an insulted sullen majesty
His golden arm hangs down the
knotted mace.
Death's lord is wan and his
tremendous staff
Writes idly on the soil, the
infallible stroke
Is an extinguished terror, a
charred line
The awful script no tears could
ever erase.
O you pale
sungods chill and shorn of fire,
How like the vanity of painted
suns
You glow, where eyes can set
their mortal ray
Daring eternal
splendours with their sight.
O fallen
rapidities, you lords of speed,
With the resisted torrents'
baffled roar
Back on themselves recoil your
stormy strengths,
Why come you now like sad and
stumbling souls,
Who bounded free and
lionlike through heaven?
And you, O,Rudras, how the
matted towers
Upon your heads sink their
dishevelled pride!
Dim hang your moons along the
raking twines,
No longer from your puissant
throats your voice
Challenges leonine the peaks of
Night.
Who has put down the immortal
gods ? What foe
Stronger than strength could
make eternal puissance vain,
As if beyond imagination amidst
The august immutability of law
Some insolent exception
unforeseen
Had set in doubt the order of
the stars ?
Speak, children, wherefore have
you come to me?
What prayer is silent on your
lips ? Did I
Not make the circling suns and
give to you
The grandiose thoughts to keep.
Guardians of life,
Keepers of the inviolable round,
Why come you to me with defeated
eyes ?
Helpers, stand you in need of
help?" He ceased,
And like a rippling lotus lake
whose flowers
Stirred to a gentle wind, the
Thunderer turned
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Upon the Seer his thousand eyes
of thought,
The Seer who is His greater eye
than these,
He is the teacher of the sons of
light,
His speech inspired
outleaps the labouring
mind
And opens truth's mysterious
doors to gods.
"Veiling by question thy
all-knowing sense,
Lord, thou hast spoken,"
Brihaspati began,
"The symbol of our sad defeat
and fall.
What soul can hide himself from
his own source ?
Thy vision looks through every
eye and sees
Beyond our
seeings, thinks in every mind,
Passing our pale peripheries of
light.
Tarak the Titan growing in thy smile
As Ocean swells beneath the
silent moon ...
Discouraged from the godhead of
his rays
In Tarak's
town the Sun dares not to burn
More than can serve to unseal
the lotus' eyes
In rippling waters of his garden
pools.
The mystic moon yields him its
nectarous heart;
Only the crescent upon Shiva's
head
Is safe from the desire of his
soul.
The violent winds forget their
mightier song,
Their breezes through his
gardens dare not rush,
Afraid to steal the flowers upon
its boughs,
And only near him sobbingly can
pant
A flattering coolness, dreadful
brows to fan.
The seasons are forbidden their
cycling round.
They are his garden-keepers and
must fill
The branches with chaotic wealth
of flowers.
Autumn and Spring and Summer
joining hands
.. .1 him with their
multitudinous sweets,
Their married fragrances
surprise the air.
Ocean his careful servant brings
to light
The reposing jewels for his
toys, his mine
Of joy is the inexorable abyss.
The serpent gods with blazing
gems at night
Hold up their hoods to be his
living lamps,
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And even great
Indra sends his messengers;
Flowers from the tree of bounty
and of bliss
They bear to the one fierce and
sovereign mind:
All his desires the boughs of
heaven must give.
But how can kindness win that
violent heart?
Only by chastisement it is
appeased.
A tyrant grandeur is the Titan
soul ...
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