SECTION FOUR
Reason, Science and Yoga
I
EUROPEAN
metaphysical thought – even in those thinkers who try to prove or explain the
existence and nature of God or of the Absolute – does not in its method and
result go beyond the intellect. But the intellect is incapable of knowing the
supreme Truth; it can only range about seeking for Truth, and catching
fragmentary representations of it, not the thing itself, and trying to piece
them together. Mind cannot arrive at Truth; it can only make some constructed
figure that tries to represent it or a combination of figures. At the end of
European thought, therefore, there must always be Agnosticism, declared or
implicit. Intellect, if it goes sincerely to its own end, has to return and give
this report: “I cannot know; there is, or at least it seems to me that there may
be or even must be Something beyond, some ultimate Reality, but about its truth
I can only speculate; it is either unknowable or cannot be known by me.” Or, if
it has received some light on the way from what is beyond it, it can say too:
“There is perhaps a consciousness beyond Mind, for I seem to catch glimpses of
it and even to get intimations from it. If that is in touch with the Beyond or
if it is itself the consciousness of the Beyond and you can find some way to
reach it, then this Something can be known but not otherwise.”
Any seeking of the supreme
Truth through intellect alone must end either in Agnosticism of this kind or
else in some intellectual system or mind-constructed formula. There have been
hundreds of these systems and formulas and there can be hundreds more, but none
can be definitive. Each may have its value for the mind, and different systems
with their contrary conclusions can have an equal appeal to intelligences of
equal power and competence. All this labour of speculation has its utility in
training the human mind and helping to keep before it the idea of Something
beyond and Ultimate towards which it must turn. But the intellectual Reason can
only point vaguely
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or feel gropingly towards it or try to indicate
partial and even conflicting aspects of its manifestation here; it cannot enter
into and know it. As long as we remain in the domain of the intellect only, an
impartial pondering over all that has been thought and sought after, a constant
throwing up of ideas, of all the possible ideas, and the formation of this or
that philosophical belief, opinion or conclusion is all that can be done. This
kind of disinterested search after Truth would be the only possible attitude
for any wide and plastic intelligence. But any conclusion so arrived at would
be only speculative; it could have no spiritual value; it would not give the
decisive experience or the spiritual certitude for which the soul is seeking.
If the intellect is our highest possible instrument and there is no other means
of arriving at supraphysical Truth, then a wise and
large Agnosticism must be our ultimate attitude. Things in the manifestation
may be known to some degree, but the Supreme and all that is beyond the Mind
must remain forever unknowable.
It is only if there is a
greater consciousness beyond Mind and that consciousness is accessible to us
that we can know and enter into the ultimate Reality. Intellectual speculation,
logical reasoning as to whether there is or is not such a greater consciousness
cannot carry us very far. What we need is a way to get the experience of it, to
reach it, enter into it, live in it. If we can get that, intellectual
speculation and reasoning must fall necessarily into a very secondary place and
even lose their reason for existence. Philosophy, intellectual expression of
the Truth may remain, but mainly as a means of expressing this greater
discovery and as much of its contents as can at all be expressed in mental
terms to those who still live in the mental intelligence.
This, you will see, answers
your point about the Western thinkers, Bradley and others, who have arrived
through intellectual thinking at the idea of an “Other beyond Thought” or have
even, like Bradley, tried to express their conclusions about it in terms that
recall some of the expressions in the Arya. The idea in itself is not new; it
is as old as the Vedas. It was repeated in other forms in Buddhism, Christian
Gnosticism, Sufism. Originally, it was not discovered by intellectual
speculation, but by the mystics following an inner spiritual discipline. When,
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somewhere between the seventh and fifth centuries
B.C., men began both in the East and West to intellectualise
knowledge, this Truth survived in the East; in the West where the intellect
began to be accepted as the sole or highest instrument for the discovery of
Truth, it began to fade. But still it has there too tried constantly to return;
the Neo-Platonists brought it back, and now, it appears, the Neo-Hegelians and
others (e.g., the Russian Ouspensky and one or two
German thinkers, I believe) seem to be reaching after it. But still there is a
difference.
In the East, especially in
India, the metaphysical thinkers have tried, as in the West, to determine the
nature of the highest Truth by the intellect. But, in the first place, they
have not given mental thinking the supreme rank as an instrument in the
discovery of Truth, but only a secondary status. The first rank has always been
given to spiritual intuition and illumination and spiritual experience; an
intellectual conclusion that contradicts this supreme authority is held
invalid. Secondly, each philosophy has armed itself with a practical way of reaching
to the supreme state of consciousness, so that even when one begins with
Thought, the aim is to arrive at a consciousness beyond mental thinking. Each
philosophical founder (as also those who continued his work or school) has been
a metaphysical thinker doubled with a yogi. Those who were only philosophic
intellectuals were respected for their learning but never took rank as
truth-discoverers. And the philosophies that lacked a sufficiently powerful
means of spiritual experience died out and became things of the past because
they were not dynamic for spiritual discovery and realisation.
In the West it was just the
opposite that came to pass. Thought, intellect, the logical reason came to be
regarded more and more as the highest means and even the highest end; in
philosophy, Thought is the be-all and the end-all. It is by intellectual
thinking and speculation that the truth is to be discovered; even spiritual
experience has been summoned to pass the tests of the intellect, if it is to be
held valid – just the reverse of the Indian position. Even those who see that
the mental Thought must be overpassed and admit a
supramental “Other”, do not seem to escape from the feeling that it must be
through mental
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Thought, sublimating and transmuting itself, that
this other Truth must be reached and made to take the place of the mental
limitation and ignorance. And again Western thought has ceased to be dynamic;
it has sought after a theory of things, not after realisation. It was still
dynamic amongst the ancient Greeks, but for moral and aesthetic rather than
spiritual ends. Later on, it became yet more purely intellectual and academic;
it became intellectual speculation only without any practical ways and means for
the attainment of the Truth by spiritual experiment, spiritual discovery, a
spiritual transformation. If there were not this difference, there would be no
reason for seekers like yourself to turn to the East for guidance; for in the
purely intellectual field, the Western thinkers are as competent as any Eastern
sage. It is the spiritual way, the road that leads beyond the intellectual
levels, the passage from the outer being to the inmost Self, which has been
lost by the over-intellectuality of the mind of Europe.
In the extracts you have
sent me from Bradley and Joachim, it is still the intellect thinking about what
is beyond itself and coming to an intellectual, a reasoned speculative
conclusion about it. It is not dynamic for the change which it attempts to
describe. If these writers were expressing in mental terms some realisation,
even mental, some intuitive experience of this “Other than Thought”, then one
ready for it might feel it through the veil of the language they use and
himself draw near to the same experience. Or if, having reached the
intellectual conclusion, they had passed on to the spiritual realisation,
finding the way or following one already found, then in pursuing their thought,
one might be preparing oneself for the same transition. But there is nothing of
the kind in all this strenuous thinking. It remains in the domain of the
intellect and in that domain it is no doubt admirable; but it does not become
dynamic for spiritual experience.
It is not by “thinking out”
the entire reality, but by a change of consciousness that one can pass from the
ignorance to the Knowledge – the Knowledge by which we become what we know. To
pass from the external to a direct and intimate inner consciousness; to widen
consciousness out of the limits of the ego and the body; to heighten it by an
inner will and aspiration
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and opening to the Light till it passes in its
ascent beyond Mind; to bring down a descent of the supramental Divine through
self-giving and surrender with a consequent transformation of mind, life and
body – this is the integral way to the Truth.1 It is this that we
call the Truth here and aim at in our yoga.
Yoga is not a thing of ideas but of inner spiritual
experience. Merely to be attracted to any set of religious or spiritual ideas
does not bring with it any realisation. Yoga means a change of consciousness; a
mere mental activity will not bring a change of consciousness, it can only
bring a change of mind. And if your mind is sufficiently mobile, it will go on
changing from one thing to another till the end without arriving at any sure
way or any spiritual harbour. The mind can think and
doubt and question and accept and withdraw its acceptance, make formations and
unmake them, pass decisions and revoke them, judging always on the surface and
by surface indications and therefore never coming to any deep and firm
experience of Truth, but by itself it can do no more. There are only three ways
by which it can make itself a channel or instrument of Truth. Either it must fall
silent in the Self and give room for a wider and greater consciousness; or it
must make itself passive to an inner Light and allow that Light to use it as a
means of expression; or else, it must itself change from the questioning
intellectual superficial mind it now is to an intuitive intelligence, a mind of
vision fit for the direct perception of the divine Truth.
If you want to do anything
in the path of yoga, you must fix once for all what way you mean to follow. It
is no use setting your face towards the future and then always looking back
towards the past; in this way you will arrive nowhere. If you are tied to your
past, return to it and follow the way you then choose; but if you choose this
way instead, you must give your-
1 I have said that the idea of the supermind was
already in existence from ancient times. There was in India and elsewhere the
attempt to reach it by rising to it; but what was missed was the way to make it
integral for the life and to bring it down for transformation of the whole
nature, even of the physical nature.
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self to it single-mindedly and not look back at
every moment.
As to doubts and argumentative answers to them, I have
long given up the practice as I found it perfectly useless. Yoga is not a field
for intellectual argument or dissertation. It is not by the exercise of the
logical or the debating mind that one can arrive at a true understanding of
yoga or follow it. A doubting spirit, “honest doubt” and the claim that the
intellect shall be satisfied and be made the judge on every point is all very
well in the field of mental action outside. But yoga is not a mental field, the
consciousness which has to be established is not a mental, logical or debating
consciousness – it is even laid down by yoga that unless and until the mind is
stilled, including the intellectual or logical mind, and opens itself in
quietude or silence to a higher and deeper consciousness, vision and knowledge,
sadhana cannot reach its goal. For the same reason an unquestioning openness to
the Guru is demanded in the Indian spiritual tradition; as for blame, criticism
and attack on the Guru, it was considered reprehensible and the surest possible
obstacle to sadhana.
If the spirit of doubt could
be overcome by meeting it with arguments, there might be something in the
demand for its removal by satisfaction through logic. But the spirit of doubt
doubts for its own sake, for the sake of doubt; it simply uses the mind as its
instrument for its particular dharma, and this not the least when that mind
thinks it is seeking sincerely for a solution of its honest and irrepressible
doubts. Mental positions always differ, moreover, and it is well-known that people
can argue for ever without one convincing the other. To go on perpetually
answering persistent and always recurring doubts such as for long have filled
this Ashram and obstructed the sadhana, is merely to frustrate the aim of the
yoga and go against its central principle with no spiritual or other gain
whatever. If anybody gets over his fundamental doubts, it is by the growth of
the psychic in him or by an enlargement of his consciousness, not otherwise.
Questions which arise from the spirit of enquiry, not aggressive or
self-assertive, but as a part of a hunger for knowledge can be
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answered, but the “spirit of doubt” is insatiable
and unappeasable.
Out of the thousand mental questions and answers
there are only one or two here and there that are really of any dynamic
assistance – while a single inner response or a little growth of consciousness
will do what those thousand questions and answers could not do. The yoga does
not proceed by upade'sa but by inner influence. To
state your condition, experiences, etc. and open to the help is far more
important than question-asking.
The whole world knows, spiritual thinker and
materialist alike, that the world for the created or naturally evolved being in
the ignorance or the inconscience of Nature is neither a bed of roses nor a
path of joyous Light. It is a difficult journey, a battle and struggle, an
often painful and chequered growth, a life besieged
by obscurity, falsehood and suffering. It has its mental, vital, physical joys and
pleasures, but these bring only a transient taste – which yet the vital self is
unwilling to forego – and they end in distaste, fatigue or disillusionment.
What then? To say the Divine does not exist is easy, but it leads nowhere – it
leaves you where you are with no prospect or issue – neither Russell nor any
materialist can tell you where you are going or even where you ought to go. The
Divine does not manifest himself so as to be recognised
in the external world-circumstances – admittedly so. These are not the works of
an irresponsible autocrat somewhere – they are the circumstances of a working
out of Forces according to a certain nature of being, one might say a certain
proposition or problem of being into which we have all really consented to
enter and co-operate. The work is painful, dubious, its vicissitudes impossible
to forecast? There are either of two possibilities then, to get out of it into
Nirvana by the Buddhist or the illusionist way or to get inside oneself and
find the Divine there since he is not discoverable on the surface. For those
who have made the attempt, and there were not
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a few but hundreds and thousands, have testified
through the ages that he is there and that is why there exists the yoga. It
takes long? The Divine is concealed behind a thick veil of his Maya and does
not answer at once or at any early stage to our call? Or he gives only a
glimpse uncertain and passing and then withdraws and waits for us to be ready?
But if the Divine has any value, is it not worth some trouble and time and
labour to follow after him and must we insist on having him without any
training or sacrifice or suffering or trouble? It is surely irrational to make
a demand of such a nature. It is positive that we have to get inside, behind
the veil to find him; it is only then that we can see him outside and the
intellect be not so much convinced as forced to admit his presence by
experience – just as when a man sees what he has denied and can no longer deny
it. But for that the means must be accepted and the persistence in the will and
patience in the labour.
But why on earth does your despairing friend want
everybody to agree with him and follow his own preferred line of conduct or
belief? That is the never-realised dream of the politician, or realised only by
the violent compression of the human mind and life, which is the latest feat of
the man of action. The “incarnate” Gods – Gurus and spiritual men of whom he so
bitterly complains – are more modest in their hopes and are satisfied with a
handful or, if you like, an Ashramful of disciples,
and even these they don't ask for, but they come, they come. So are they not – these
denounced “incarnates” – nearer to reason and wisdom than the political
leaders? – unless of course one of them makes the mistake of founding a
universal religion, but that is not our case. Moreover, he upbraids you for
losing your reason in blind faith. But what is his own view of things except a
reasoned faith? You believe according to your faith, which is quite natural, he
believes according to his opinion, which is natural also, but no better, so far
as the likelihood of getting at the true truth of things is in question. His
opinion is according to his reason. So are the opinions of his political
opponents
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according to their reason, yet they affirm the very
opposite idea to his. How is reasoning to show which is right? The opposite
parties can argue till they are blue in the face – they won't be anywhere
nearer a decision. In the end he prevails who has the greater force or whom the
trend of things favours. But who can look at the
world as it is and say that the trend of things is always (or ever) according
to right reason – whatever this thing called right reason may be? As a matter
of fact there is no universal infallible reason which can decide and be the
umpire between conflicting opinions; there is only my reason, your reason, X's
reason, Y's reason, multiplied up to the discordant innumerable. Each reasons
according to his view of things, his opinion, that is, his mental constitution
and mental preference. So what is the use of running down faith which after all
gives something to hold on to amidst the contradictions of an enigmatic
universe? If one can get at a knowledge that knows, it is another matter; but
so long as we have only an ignorance that argues, – well, there is a place
still left for faith, – even faith may be a glint from the knowledge that
knows, however far off, and meanwhile there is not the slightest doubt that it
helps to get things done. There's a bit of reasoning for you! – just like all
other reasoning too, convincing to the convinced, but not to the unconvincible, that is, to those who don't accept the
ground upon which the reasoning dances. Logic, after all, is only a measured
dance of the mind, nothing else.
Your dream was certainly not moonshine: it was an
inner experience and can be given its full value. As for the other questions,
they are full of complications and I do not feel armed to cut the Gordian knot
with a sentence. Certainly, you are right to follow directly the truth for
yourself and need not accept X's or anybody else's proposition or solution. Man
needs both faith and reason so long as he has not reached a surer insight and
greater knowledge. Without faith he cannot certainly walk on any road, and
without reason he might very well be walking, even with the staff of faith to
support him, in the darkness. X himself founds his faith, if not on Reason yet
on reasons; and the rationalist,
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the rationaliser or the reasoner must have some faith even if it be faith only in
Reason itself as sufficient and authoritative, just as the believer has faith
in his faith as sufficient and authoritative. Yet both are capable of error, as
they must be since both are instruments of the human mind whose nature is to
err, and they share that mind's limitations. Each must walk by the light he has
even though there are dark spots in which he stumbles.
All that is, however,
another matter than the question about the present human civilisation. It is
not this which has to be saved; it is the world that has to be saved and that
will surely be done, though it may not be so easily or so soon as some wish or
imagine, or in the way that they imagine. The present must surely change, but
whether by a destruction or a new construction on the basis of a greater Truth,
is the issue. The Mother has left the question hanging and I can only do the
same. After all, the wise man, unless he is a prophet or a Director of the
Madras Astrological Bureau, must often be content to take the Asquithian position. Neither optimism nor pessimism is the
truth: they are only modes of the mind or modes of the temperament.
Let us then, without either
excessive optimism or excessive pessimism, “wait and see”.
The faith in spiritual things that is asked of the
sadhak is not an ignorant but a luminous faith, a faith in light and not in
darkness. It is called blind by the sceptical
intellect because it refuses to be guided by outer appearances or seeming
facts, – for it looks for the truth behind, – and because it does not walk on
the crutches of proof and evidence. It is an intuition, an intuition not only
waiting for experience to justify it, but leading towards experience. If I
believe in self-healing, I shall after a time find out the way to heal myself.
If I have a faith in transformation, I can end by laying my hand on and unravelling the process of transformation. But if I begin
with doubt and go on with more doubt, how far am I likely to go on the journey?
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As for the faith-doubt question, you ardently give
to the word faith a sense and a scope I do not attach to it. I will have to
write not one but several letters to clear up the position. It seems to me that
you mean by faith a mental belief which is in fact put before the mind and
senses in the doubtful form of an unsupported asseveration. I mean by it a
dynamic intuitive conviction in the inner being of the truth of supersensible
things which cannot be proved by any physical evidence but which are a subject
of experience. My point is that this faith is a most desirable preliminary (if
not absolutely indispensable – for there can be cases of experiences not
preceded by faith) to the desired experience. If I insist so much on faith – but
even less on positive faith than on the throwing away of a priori doubt and
denial – it is because I find that this doubt and denial have become an
instrument in the hands of the obstructive forces....
Why I call the materialist's
denial an a priori denial is because he refuses even to consider or examine
what he denies but starts by denying it like Leonard Woolf
with his “quack, quack” on the ground that it contradicts his own theories, so
it can't be true. On the other hand, the belief in the Divine and the Grace and
yoga and the Guru etc. is not a priori, because it rests on a great mass of
human experience which has been accumulating through the centuries and the
millenniums as well as the personal intuitive perception. Therefore it is an
intuitive perception which has been confirmed by the experience of hundreds and
thousands of those who have tested it before me.
I have started writing about doubt, but even in
doing so I am afflicted by the “doubt” whether any amount of writing or of
anything else can ever persuade the eternal doubt in man which is the penalty
of his native ignorance. In the first place, to write adequately would mean
anything from 60 to 600 pages, but not even 6000 convincing pages would
convince doubt. For doubt exists for its own sake; its very function is to
doubt always and, even when convinced, to go on doubting still; it is only to
persuade its entertainer to give it board and lodging
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that it pretends to be an honest truth-seeker. This
is a lesson I have learnt from the experience both of my own mind and of the
minds of others; the only way to get rid of doubt is to take discrimination as
one's detector of truth and falsehood and under its guard to open the door
freely and courageously to experience.
All the same I have started
writing, but I will begin not with doubt but with the demand for the Divine as
a concrete certitude, quite as concrete as any physical phenomenon caught by
the senses. Now, certainly, the Divine must be such a certitude not only as
concrete but more concrete than anything sensed by ear or eye or touch in the
world of Matter; but it is a certitude not of mental thought but of essential
experience. When the Peace of God descends on you, when the Divine Presence is
there within you, when the Ananda rushes on you like a sea, when you are driven
like a leaf before the wind by the breath of the Divine Force, when Love
flowers out from you on all creation, when Divine Knowledge floods you with a
Light which illumines and transforms in a moment all that was before dark,
sorrowful and obscure, when all that is becomes part of the One Reality, when
the Reality is all around you, you feel at once by the spiritual contact, by
the inner vision, by the illumined and seeing thought, by the vital sensation
and even by the very physical sense, everywhere you see, hear, touch only the
Divine. Then you can much less doubt it or deny it than you can deny or doubt
daylight or air or the sun in heaven – for of these physical things you cannot
be sure but they are what your senses represent them to be; but in the concrete
experiences of the Divine, doubt is impossible.
As to permanence, you cannot
expect permanence of the initial spiritual experiences from the beginning – only
a few have that and even for them the high intensity is not always there; for
most, the experience comes and then draws back behind the veil waiting for the
human part to be prepared and made ready to bear and hold fast its increase and
then its permanence. But to doubt it on that account would be irrational in the
extreme. One does not doubt the existence of air because a strong wind is not
always blowing or of sunlight because
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night intervenes between dawn and dusk. The
difficulty lies in the normal human consciousness to which spiritual experience
comes as something abnormal and is in fact supernormal. This weak limited
normality finds it difficult at first even to get any touch of that greater and
intenser supernormal experience; or it gets it diluted into its own duller
stuff of mental or vital experience, and when the spiritual does come in its
own overwhelming power, very often it cannot bear or, if it bears, cannot hold
and keep it. Still, once a decisive breach has been made in the walls built by
the mind against the Infinite, the breach widens, sometimes slowly, sometimes
swiftly, until there is no wall any longer, and there is the permanence.
But the decisive experiences
cannot be brought, the permanence of a new state of consciousness in which they
will be normal cannot be secured if the mind is always interposing its own
reservations, prejudgments, ignorant formulas or if it insists on arriving at
the divine certitude as it would at the quite relative truth of a mental
conclusion, by reasoning, doubt, enquiry and all the other paraphernalia of
Ignorance feeling and fumbling around after Knowledge; these greater things can
only be brought by the progressive opening of a consciousness quieted and
turned steadily towards spiritual experience. If you ask why the Divine has so
disposed it on these highly inconvenient bases, it is a futile question, – for
this is nothing else than a psychological necessity imposed by the very nature
of things. It is so because these experiences of the Divine are not mental constructions,
not vital movements; they are essential things, not things merely thought but
realities, not mentally felt but felt in our very underlying substance and
essence. No doubt, the mind is always there and can intervene; it can and does
have its own type of mentalising about the Divine,
thoughts, beliefs, emotions, mental reflections of spiritual Truth, even a kind
of mental realisation which repeats as well as it can some kind of figure of
the higher Truth, and all this is not without value but it is not concrete,
intimate and indubitable. Mind by itself is incapable of ultimate certitude;
whatever it believes, it can doubt; whatever it can affirm, it can deny;
whatever it gets hold of, it can and does let go. That, if you like, is its
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freedom, noble right, privilege; it may be all you
can say in its praise, but by these methods of mind you cannot hope (outside
the reach of physical phenomena and hardly even there) to arrive at anything
you can call an ultimate certitude. It is for this compelling reason that mentalising or enquiring about the Divine cannot by its own
right bring the Divine. If the consciousness is always busy with small mental
movements, – especially accompanied, as they usually are, by a host of vital
movements, desires, prepossessions and all else that vitiates human thinking, –
even apart from the native insufficiency of reason, what room can there be for
a new order of knowledge, for fundamental experiences or for those deep and
tremendous upsurgings or descents of the Spirit? It
is indeed possible for the mind in the midst of its activities to be suddenly
taken by surprise, overwhelmed, swept aside, while all is flooded with a sudden
inrush of spiritual experience. But if afterwards it begins questioning,
doubting, theorising, surmising what these might be
and whether it is true or not, what else can the spiritual power do but retire
and wait for the bubbles of the mind to cease?
I would ask one simple
question of those who would make the intellectual mind the standard and judge
of spiritual experience. Is the Divine something less than mind or is it
something greater? Is mental consciousness with its groping enquiry, endless
argument, unquenchable doubt, stiff and unplastic
logic something superior or even equal to the Divine Consciousness or is it
something inferior in its action and status? If it is greater, then there is no
reason to seek after the Divine. If it is equal, then spiritual experience is
quite superfluous. But if it is inferior, how can it challenge, judge, make the
Divine stand as an accused or a witness before its tribunal, summon it to
appear as a candidate for admission before a Board of Examiners or pin it like
an insect under its examining microscope? Can the vital animal hold up as
infallible the standard of its vital instincts, associations and impulses, and
judge, interpret and fathom by it the mind of man? It cannot, because man's
mind is a greater power working in a wider, more complex way which the animal
vital consciousness cannot follow. Is it
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so difficult to see, similarly, that the Divine
Consciousness must be something infinitely wider, more complex than the human
mind, filled with greater powers and lights, moving in a way which mere mind
cannot judge, interpret or fathom by the standard of its fallible reason and
limited half-knowledge? The simple fact is there that Spirit and Mind are not
the same thing and that it is the spiritual consciousness into which the yogin has to enter (in all this I am not in the least
speaking of the supermind), if he wants to be in permanent contact or union
with the Divine. It is not then a freak of the Divine or a tyranny to insist on
the mind recognising its limitations, quieting
itself, giving up its demands, and opening and surrendering to a greater Light
than it can find on its own obscurer level.
This doesn't mean that mind
has no place at all in the spiritual life; but it means that it cannot be even
the main instrument, much less the authority, to whose judgment all must submit
itself, including the Divine. Mind must learn from the greater consciousness it
is approaching and not impose its own standards on it; it has to receive
illumination, open to a higher Truth, admit a greater power that doesn't work
according to mental canons, surrender itself and allow its half-light
half-darkness to be flooded from above till where it was blind it can see,
where it was deaf it can hear, where it was insensible it can feel, and where
it was baffled, uncertain, questioning, disappointed it can have joy,
fulfilment, certitude and peace.
This is the position on
which yoga stands, a position based upon constant experience since men began to
seek after the Divine. If it is not true, then there is no truth in yoga and no
necessity for yoga. If it is true, then it is on that basis, from the
standpoint of the necessity of this greater consciousness that we can see
whether doubt is of any utility for the spiritual life. To believe anything and
everything is certainly not demanded of the spiritual seeker; such a
promiscuous and imbecile credulity would be not only unintellectual,
but in the last degree unspiritual. At every moment of the spiritual life until
one has got fully into the higher light, one has to be on one's guard and be
able to distinguish spiritual truth from pseudo-spiritual imitations of it or
substitutes for it set up by the mind and the
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vital desire. The power to distinguish between
truths of the Divine and the lies of the Asura is a cardinal necessity for
yoga. The question is whether that can best be done by the negative and
destructive method of doubt, which often kills falsehood but rejects truth too
with the same impartial blow, or a more positive, helpful and luminously
searching power can be found, which is not compelled by its inherent ignorance
to meet truth and falsehood alike with the stiletto of doubt and the bludgeon
of denial. An indiscriminateness of mental belief is not the teaching of
spirituality or of yoga; the faith of which it speaks is not a crude mental
belief but the fidelity of the soul to the guiding light within it, a fidelity
which has to remain till the light leads it into knowledge.
I do not ask “undiscriminating faith” from anyone,
all I ask is fundamental faith, safeguarded by a patient and quiet
discrimination – because it is these that are proper to the consciousness of a
spiritual seeker and it is these that I have myself used and found that they
removed all necessity for the quite gratuitous dilemma of “either you must
doubt everything supraphysical or be entirely
credulous”, which is the stock-in-trade of the materialist argument. Your
doubt, I see, constantly returns to the charge with a repetition of this
formula in spite of my denial – which supports my assertion that Doubt cannot
be convinced, because by its very nature it does not want to be convinced; it
keeps repeating the old ground always.
The abnormal abounds in this physical world, the
supernormal is there also. In these matters, apart from any question of faith, any
truly rational man with a free mind (not tied up like the rationalists or
so-called free-thinkers at every point with the triple cords of a priori
irrational disbelief) must not cry out at once, “Humbug! Falsehood!” but
suspend judgment until he has the necessary experience and knowledge.
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To deny in ignorance is no better than to affirm in
ignorance.
Whatever the motive immediately pushing the mind or
the vital, if there is a true seeking for the Divine in the being, it must lead
eventually to the realisation of the Divine. The soul within has always the
inherent (ahaitukī)
yearning for the Divine; the hetu or special motive
is simply an impulsion used by it to get the mind and the vital to follow the
inner urge. If the mind and the vital can feel and accept the soul's sheer love
for the Divine for his own sake, then the sadhana gets its full power and many
difficulties disappear; but even if they do not, they will get what they seek
after in the Divine and through it they will come to realise something, even to
pass beyond the limit of the original desire.... I may say that the idea of a
joyless God is an absurdity, which only the ignorance of the mind could
engender! The Radha love is not based upon any such
thing, but means simply that whatever comes on the way to the Divine, pain or
joy, milana or viraha, and
however long the sufferings may last, the Radha love
is unshaken and keeps its faith and certitude pointing fixedly like a star to
the supreme object of Love.
What is this Ananda, after
all? The mind can see in it nothing but a pleasant psychological condition, – but
if it were only that, it could not be the rapture which the bhaktas
and the mystics find in it. When the Ananda comes into you, it is the Divine
who comes into you, just as when the Peace flows into you, it is the Divine who
is invading you, or when you are flooded with Light, it is the flood of the
Divine himself that is around you. Of course, the Divine is something much
more, many other things besides, and in them all a Presence, a Being, a Divine
Person; for the Divine is Krishna, is Shiva, is the Supreme Mother. But through
the Ananda you can perceive the Anandamaya Krishna, for the Ananda is the
subtle body and being of Krishna; through the Peace you can perceive the Shantimaya Shiva; in the Light, in the delivering
Knowledge, the Love, the fulfilling and uplifting Power you can meet the
presence of the Divine Mother. It is this
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perception that makes the experiences of the bhaktas and mystics so rapturous and enables them to pass
more easily through the nights of anguish and separation; when there is this
soul-perception, it gives to even a little or brief Ananda a force or value it
could not otherwise have, and the Ananda itself gathers by it a growing power
to stay, to return, to increase.
I cannot very well answer
the strictures of Russell, for the conception of the Divine as an external
omnipotent Power who has “created” the world and governs it like an absolute
and arbitrary monarch – the Christian or Semitic conception – has never been
mine; it contradicts too much my seeing and experience during thirty years of
sadhana. It is against this conception that the atheistic objection is aimed, –
for atheism in Europe has been a shallow and rather childish reaction against a
shallow and childish exoteric religionism and its
popular inadequate and crudely dogmatic notions. But when I speak of the Divine
Will, I mean something different, – something that has descended here into an
evolutionary world of Ignorance, standing at the back of things, pressing on
the Darkness with its Light, leading things presently towards the best possible
in the conditions of a world of Ignorance and leading it eventually towards a
descent of a greater power of the Divine, which will be not an omnipotence held
back and conditioned by the law of the world as it is, but in full action and
therefore bringing the reign of light, peace, harmony, joy, love, beauty and
Ananda, for these are the Divine Nature. The Divine Grace is there ready to act
at every moment, but it manifests as one grows out of the Law of Ignorance into
the Law of Light, and it is meant, not as an arbitrary caprice, however
miraculous often its intervention, but as a help in that growth and a Light
that leads and eventually delivers. If we take the facts of the world as they
are and the facts of spiritual experience as a whole, neither of which can be
denied or neglected, then I do not see what other Divine there can be. This
Divine may lead us often through darkness, because the darkness is there in us
and around us, but it is to the Light he is leading and not to anything else.
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The point about the intellect's misrepresentation of
the “Formless” (the result of a merely negative expression of something that is
inexpressibly intimate and positive) is very well made and hits the truth in
the centre. No one who has had the Ananda of the Brahman can do anything but
smile at the charge of coldness; there is an absoluteness of immutable ecstasy
in it, a concentrated intensity of silent and inalienable rapture that is
impossible even to suggest to anyone who has not had the experience. The
eternal Reality is neither cold nor dry nor empty; you might as well talk of
the midsummer sunlight as cold or the ocean as dry or perfect fullness as
empty. Even when you enter into it by elimination of form and everything else,
it surges up as a miraculous fullness—that is truly the Purnam;
when it is entered affirmatively as well as by negation, there can obviously be
no question of emptiness or dryness! All is there and more than one could ever
dream of as the all. That is why one has to object to the intellect thrusting
itself in as the sab-jāntā
(all-knowing) judge: if it kept to its own limits, there would be no objection
to it. But it makes constructions of words and ideas which have no application
to the Truth, babbles foolish things in its ignorance and makes its
constructions a wall which refuses to let in the Truth that surpasses its own
capacities and scope.
If one is blind, it is quite natural – for the human
intelligence is after all rather an imbecile thing at its best – to deny
daylight: if one's highest natural vision is that of glimmering mists, it is
equally natural to believe that all high vision is but a mist or a glimmer. But
Light exists for all that – and Spiritual Truth is more than a mist and a
glimmer.
In reference to what Prof. Sorley
has written on The Riddle of this World, the book, of course, was not meant as
a full or direct statement of my thought and, as it was written to sadhaks
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mostly, many things were taken for granted there.
Most of the major ideas – e.g. Overmind – were left without elucidation. To
make the ideas implied clear to the intellect, they must be put with precision
in an intellectual form – so far as that is possible with supra-intellectual
things. What is written in the book can be clear to those who have gone far
enough in experience, but for most it can only be suggestive.
I do not think, however,
that the statement of supra-intellectual things necessarily involved a making
of distinctions in the terms of the intellect. For, fundamentally, it is not an
expression of ideas arrived at by speculative thinking. One has to arrive at
spiritual knowledge through experience and a consciousness of things which
arises directly out of that experience or else underlies or is involved in it.
This kind of knowledge, then, is fundamentally a consciousness and not a
thought or formulated idea. For instance, my first major experience – radical
and overwhelming, though not, as it turned out, final and exhaustive – came
after and by the exclusion and silencing of all thought – there was, first,
what might be called a spiritually substantial or concrete consciousness of
stillness and silence, then the awareness of some sole and supreme Reality in
whose presence things existed only as forms, but forms not at all substantial
or real or concrete; but this was all apparent to a spiritual perception and
essential and impersonal sense and there was not the least concept or idea of
reality or unreality or any other notion, for all concept or idea was hushed or
rather entirely absent in the absolute stillness. These things were known
directly through the pure consciousness and not through the mind, so there was
no need of concepts or words or names. At the same time this fundamental
character of spiritual experience is not absolutely limitative; it can do
without thought, but it can do with thought also. Of course, the first idea of
the mind would be that the resort to thought brings one back at once to the
domain of the intellect – and at first and for a long time it may be so; but it
is not my experience that this is unavoidable. It happens so when one tries to
make an intellectual statement of what one has experienced; but there is
another kind of thought that springs out as if it were a body
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or form of the experience or of the consciousness
involved in it – or of a part of that consciousness – and this does not seem to
me to be intellectual in its character. It has another light, another power in
it, a sense within the sense. It is very clearly so with those thoughts that
come without the need of words to embody them, thoughts that are of the nature
of a direct seeing in the consciousness, even a kind of intimate sense or
contact formulating itself into a precise expression of its awareness (I hope this is not too mystic or
unintelligible); but it might be said that directly the thoughts turn into
words they belong to the kingdom of intellect – for words are a coinage of the
intellect. But is it so really or inevitably? It has always seemed to me that
words came originally from somewhere else than the thinking mind, although the
thinking mind secured hold of them, turned them to its use and coined them
freely for its purposes. But even otherwise, is it not possible to use words
for the expression of something that is not intellectual? Housman
contends that poetry is perfectly poetical only when it is non-intellectual,
when it is non-sense. That is too paradoxical, but I suppose what he means is
that if it is put to the strict test of the intellect, it appears extravagant
because it conveys something that expresses and is real to some other kind of
seeing than that which intellectual thought brings to us. Is it not possible
that words may spring from, that language may be used to express – at least up
to a certain point and in a certain way – the supra-intellectual consciousness
which is the essential power of spiritual experience? This, however, is by the
way – when one tries to explain spiritual experience to the intellect itself,
then it is a different matter.
The interpenetration of the
planes is indeed for me a capital and fundamental part of spiritual experience
without which yoga as I practise it and its aim could not exist. For that aim
is to manifest, reach or embody a higher consciousness upon earth and not to
get away from earth into a higher world or some supreme Absolute. The old yogas (not quite all of them) tended the other way – but
that was, I think, because they found the earth as it is a rather impossible
place for any spiritual being and the resistance to change too obstinate to be
borne; earth-
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nature looked to them in Vivekananda's
simile like the dog's tail which, every time you straighten it, goes back to
its original curl. But the fundamental proposition in this matter was
proclaimed very definitely in the Upanishads which went so far as to say that Earth is the foundation and all
the worlds are on the earth and to imagine a clean-cut or irreconcilable
difference between them is ignorance: here and not elsewhere, not by going to
some other world, the divine realisation must come. This statement was used to
justify a purely individual realisation, but it can equally be the basis of a
wider endeavour.
About polytheism, I
certainly accept the truth of the many forms and personalities of the One which
since the Vedic times has been the spiritual essence of Indian polytheism – a secondary
aspect in the seeking for the One and only Divine. But the passage referred to by Professor Sorley (p. 56) is concerned with something else – the
little godlings and Titans spoken of there are supraphysical beings of other planes. It is not meant to be
suggested that they are real Godheads and entitled to worship – on the
contrary, it is indicated that to accept their influence is to move towards
error and confusion or a deviation from the true spiritual way. No doubt, they
have some power to create, they are makers of forms in their own way and in their limited domain, but so are men
too creators of outward and of inward things in their own domain and limits – and,
even, man's creative powers can have repercussions on the supraphysical
levels.
I agree that asceticism can
be overdone. It has its place as one means – not the only one – of
self-mastery; but asceticism that cuts away life is an exaggeration, though one
that had many remarkable results which perhaps could hardly have come
otherwise. The play of forces in this world is enigmatic, escaping from any
rigid rule of the reason, and even an exaggeration like that is often employed
to bring about something needed for the full development of human achievement
and knowledge and experience. But it was an exaggeration all the same and not,
as it claimed to be, the indispensable path to the true goal.
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