SECTION
FOUR
The Foundation of Sadhana
IT
is not possible to make a foundation in yoga if the mind is restless. The first
thing needed is quiet in the mind. Also to merge the personal consciousness is
not the first aim of the yoga: the first aim is to open it to a higher
spiritual consciousness and for this also a quiet mind is the first need.
The first thing to do in the
sadhana is to get a settled peace and silence in the mind. Otherwise you may
have experiences, but nothing will be permanent. It is in the silent mind that
the true consciousness can be built.
A quiet mind
does not mean that there will be no thoughts or mental movements at all, but
that these will be on the surface and you will feel your true being within
separate from them, observing but not
carried away, able to watch and judge them and reject all that has to be
rejected and to accept and keep to all that is true consciousness and true
experience.
Passivity of the
mind is good, but take care to be passive only to the Truth and to the touch of
the Divine Shakti. If you are passive to the suggestions and influences of the
lower nature, you will not be able to progress or else you will expose yourself
to adverse forces which may take you far away from the true path of yoga.
Aspire to the
Mother for this settled quietness and calm of the mind and this constant sense
of the inner being in you standing back from the external nature and turned to
the Light and Truth.
The forces that
stand in the way of sadhana are the forces of the lower mental, vital and
physical nature. Behind them are adverse powers of the mental, vital and subtle
physical worlds. These can be dealt with only after the mind and heart have
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become one-pointed and
concentrated in the single aspiration to the Divine.
The first step is a quiet mind –
silence is a further step, but quietude must be there; and by a quiet mind I
mean a mental consciousness within which sees thoughts arrive to it and move
about but does not itself feel that it is thinking or identifying itself with
the thoughts or call them its own. Thoughts, mental movements may pass through
it as wayfarers appear and pass from elsewhere through a silent country – the
quiet mind observes them or does not care to observe them, but, in either case,
does not become active or lose its quietude. Silence is more than quietude; it
can be gained by banishing thought altogether from the inner mind keeping it
voiceless or quite outside; but more easily it is established by a descent from
above—one feels it coming down, entering and occupying or surrounding the
personal consciousness which then tends to merge itself in the vast impersonal
silence.
To quiet the mind in such a way
that no thoughts will come is not easy and usually takes time. The most
necessary thing is to feel a quietude in the mind so that if thoughts come they
do not disturb or hold the mind or make it follow them, but simply cross and
pass away. The mind first becomes the witness of the passage of thought and not
the thinker, afterwards it is able not to watch the thoughts but lets them pass
unnoticed and concentrates in itself or on the object it chooses without
trouble.
There are two
main things to be secured as the foundations of sadhana – the opening of the
psychic being and the realisation of the Self above. For the opening of the
psychic being, concentration on the Mother and self-offering to her are the
direct way. The growth of Bhakti which you feel is the first sign of the
psychic development. A sense of the Mother's presence or force or the
remembrance of her supporting and strengthening you is the next sign.
Eventually, the soul within begins to be active in
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aspiration and psychic perception
guiding the mind to the right thoughts, the vital to the right movements and
feelings, showing and rejecting all that has to be put away and turning the
whole being in all its movements to the Divine alone. For the self-realisation,
peace and silence of the mind are the first condition. Afterwards one begins to
feel release, freedom, wideness, to live in a consciousness silent, tranquil,
untouched by any or all things, existing everywhere and in all, one with or
united with the Divine. Other experiences come on the way, or may come, such as
the opening of the inner vision, the sense of the Force working within and
various movements and phenomena of the working etc. One may also be conscious
of ascents of the consciousness and descents of Force, Peace, Bliss or Light
from above.
Silence is always good; but I do
not mean by quietness of mind entire silence. I mean a mind free from
disturbance and trouble, steady, light and glad so as to open to the Force that
will change the nature. The important thing is to get rid of the habit of the
invasion of troubling thoughts, wrong feelings, confusion of ideas, unhappy
movements. These disturb the nature and cloud it and make it difficult for the
Force to work; when the mind is quiet and at peace, the Force can work more
easily. It should be possible to see things that have to be changed in you
without being upset or depressed; the change is the more easily done.
The difference between a vacant
mind and a calm mind is this: that when the mind is vacant, there is no
thought, no conception, no mental action of any kind, except an essential
perception of things without the formed idea; but in the calm mind, it is the
substance of the mental being that is still, so still that nothing disturbs it.
If thoughts or activities come, they do not rise at all out of the mind, but
they come from outside and cross the mind as a flight of birds crosses the sky
in a windless air. It passes,
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disturbs nothing, leaving no
trace. Even if a thousand images or the most violent events pass across it, the
calm stillness remains as if the very texture of the mind were a substance of
eternal and indestructible peace. A mind that has achieved this calmness can
begin to act, even intensely and powerfully, but it will keep its fundamental
stillness – originating nothing from itself but receiving from Above and giving
it a mental form without adding anything of its own, calmly, dispassionately,
though with the joy of the Truth and the happy power and light of its passage.
It is not an undesirable thing
for the mind to fall silent, to be free from thoughts and still – for it is
oftenest when the mind falls silent that there is the full descent of a wide
peace from above and in that wide tranquillity the realisation of the silent
Self above the mind spread out in its vastness everywhere. Only, when there is
the peace and the mental silence, the vital mind tries to rush in and occupy
the place or else the mechanical mind tries to raise up for the same purpose
its round of trivial habitual thoughts. What the sadhak has to do is to be
careful to reject and hush these outsiders, so that during the meditation at
least the peace and quietude of the mind and vital may be complete. This can be
done best if you keep a strong and silent will. That will is the will of the
Purusha behind the mind; when the mind is at peace, when it is silent one can
become aware of the Purusha, silent also, separate from the action of the
nature.
To be calm,
steady, fixed in the spirit, dhīra,
sthira, this quietude of the mind,
this separation of the inner Purusha from the outer Prakriti is very helpful,
almost indispensable. So long as the being is subject to the whirl of thoughts
or the turmoil of the vital movements, one cannot be thus calm and fixed in the
spirit. To detach oneself, to stand back from them, to feel them separate from
oneself is indispensable.
For the
discovery of the true individuality and building up of it in the nature, two
things are necessary, first, to be conscious of one's psychic being behind the
heart and, next, this separation of the Purusha from the Prakriti. For the true
individual
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is behind veiled by the
activities of the outer nature.
It is simply because you are full
of mental and vital activities and relations. One must get the power to quiet
the mental and vital, if not at first at all times, yet whenever one wills –
for it is the mind and vital that cover up the psychic being as well as the
self (Atman) and to get at either one must get in through their veil; but if
they are always active and you are always identified with their activities, the
veil will always be there. It is also possible to detach yourself and look at
these activities as if they were not your own but a mechanical action of Nature
which you observe as a disinterested witness. One can then become aware of an
inner being which is separate, calm and uninvolved in Nature. This may be the
inner mental or vital Purusha and not the psychic, but to get at the
consciousness of the inner manomaya
and prāņamaya puruşa is always a step towards the
unveiling of the psychic being. Yes, it would be better to get full control of
the speech – it is an important step towards going inward and developing a true
inner and yogic consciousness.
Remember first that an inner
quietude, caused by the purification of the restless mind and vital, is the
first condition of a secure sadhana. Remember next, that to feel the Mother's
presence while in external action is already a great step and one that cannot
be attained without a considerable inner progress. Probably, what you feel you
need so much but cannot define is a constant and vivid sense of the Mother's
force working in you, descending from above and taking possession of the
different planes of your being. That is often a prior condition for the twofold
movement of ascent and descent; it will surely come in time. These things can
take a long time to begin visibly, especially when the mind is accustomed to be
very active and has not the habit of mental silence. When that veiling activity
is there, much work
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has to be carried on behind the
mobile screen of the mind and the sadhak thinks nothing is happening when
really much preparation is being done. If you want a more swift and visible
progress, it can only be by bringing your psychic to the front through a
constant self-offering. Aspire intensely, but without impatience.
Keep the quietude and do not mind
if it is for a time an empty quietude; the consciousness is often like a vessel
which has to be emptied of its mixed or undesirable contents; it has to be kept
vacant for a while till it can be filled with things new and true, right and
pure. The one thing to be avoided is the refilling of the cup with the old
turbid contents. Meanwhile wait, open yourself upwards, call very quietly and
steadily, not with a too restless eagerness, for the peace to come into the
silence and, once the peace is there, for the joy and the presence.
Calm, even if it seems at first
only a negative thing, is so difficult to attain, that to have it at all must
be regarded as a great step in advance.
In reality, calm
is not a negative thing, it is the very nature of the Sat-Purusha and the
positive foundation of the divine consciousness. Whatever else is aspired for
and gained, this must be kept. Even Knowledge, Power, Ananda, if they come and
do not find this foundation, are unable to remain and have to withdraw until
the divine purity and peace of the Sat-Purusha are permanently there.
Aspire for the
rest of the divine consciousness, but with a calm and deep aspiration. It can
be ardent as well as calm, but not impatient, restless or full of rajasic
eagerness.
Only in the
quiet mind and being can the supramental Truth build its true creation.
First aspire and pray to the
Mother for quiet in the mind, purity,
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calm and peace, an awakened
consciousness, intensity of devotion, strength and spiritual capacity to face
all inner and outer difficulties and go through to the end of the yoga. If the
consciousness awakens and there is devotion and intensity of aspiration, it
will be possible for the mind, provided it learns quietude and peace, to grow
in knowledge.
To be calm, undisturbed and quiet
is not the first condition for sadhana but for siddhi. It is only a few people
(very few, one, two, three, four in a hundred sadhaks) who can get it from the
first. Most have to go through a long preparation before they can get anywhere
near it. Even afterwards when they begin to feel the peace and calm, it takes
time to establish it – they swing between peace and disturbance for a fairly
long time until all parts of the nature have accepted the truth and the peace.
So there is no reason for you to suppose you cannot progress or arrive. You are
finding a great difficulty with one part of your nature which has been
accustomed to open itself to these feelings, separation from the Mother and
attachment to relatives, and is not willing to give them up – that is all. But
everybody finds such obstinate difficulties in that part of the nature, even
the most successful sadhaks here. One has to persevere until the light conquers
there.
One can go forward even if there
is not peace – quietude and concentration are necessary. Peace is necessary for
the higher states to develop.
II
The words “peace, calm, quiet,
silence” have each their own shade of meaning, but it is not easy to define
them.
Peace – śānti.
Calm – sthiratā.
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Quiet – acañcalatā.
Silence – niścala-nīravatā.
Quiet is a condition in which there is
no restlessness or disturbance.
Calm is a still unmoved condition which
no disturbance can affect – it is a less negative condition than quiet.
Peace is a still more positive condition;
it carries with it a sense of settled and harmonious rest and deliverance.
Silence is a state in which either there
is no movement of the mind or vital or else a great stillness which no surface
movement can pierce or alter.
Quiet is rather negative – it is
the absence of disturbance.
Calm is a
positive tranquillity which can exist in spite of superficial disturbances.
Peace is a calm
deepened into something that is very positive amounting almost to a tranquil
waveless Ananda.
Silence is the
absence of all motion of thought or other vibration of activity.
Calm is a strong and positive
quietude, firm and solid – ordinary quietude is mere negation, simply the
absence of disturbance.
Peace is a deep
quietude where no disturbance can come – a quietude with a sense of established
security and release.
In complete
silence there are either no thoughts or thoughts come, but they are felt as
something coming from outside and not disturbing the silence.
Silence of the
mind, peace or calm in the mind are three things that are very close together
and bring each other.
Quietness is when the mind or
vital is not troubled, restless, drawn about by or crowded with thoughts and
feelings.
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Especially when either is
detached and looks at these as a surface movement, we say that the mind or
vital is quiet.
Calmness is a
more positive condition, not merely an absence of restlessness, over-activity
or trouble. When there is a clear or great or strong tranquillity which nothing
troubles or can trouble, then we say that calm is established.
These [tranquillity and
stillness] are general words, of a general, not a special yogic significance.
Quiet, calm and peace can all be described as tranquillity: silence is akin to
what is meant by stillness.
It is the silence of the mind and
vital – silence implying here not only cessation of thoughts but a stillness of
the mental and vital substance. There are varying degrees of depth of this
stillness.
The first is the ordinary
fundamental calm of the individual Adhar – the second is the fundamental
limitless calm of the cosmic consciousness, a calm which abides whether
separated from all movements or supporting them.
This is the calm
of the Atman, the Self above, silent, immutable and infinite.
Peace is more positive than calm
– there can be a negative calm which is merely an absence of disturbance or
trouble, but peace is always something positive bringing not merely a release
as calm does but a certain happiness or Ananda of itself.
There is also a
positive calm, something that stands against all things that seek to trouble,
not thin and neutral like the negative calm, but strong and massive.
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In peace there is besides the
sense of stillness a harmony that gives a feeling of liberation and full
satisfaction.
Shanti is peace or calm – it is
not Ananda. There can of course be a calm Ananda.
Peace is a sign of mukti – Ananda
moves towards siddhi.
The peace need not be grave or
joyless – there should be nothing grey in it – but the gladness or joy or sense
of lightness that comes in the peace must be necessarily something internal,
self-existent or due to a deepening of experience – it cannot like the laughter
of which you speak be conveyed by an external cause or dependent upon it, e.g.
something amusing, exhilarating etc.
The joy also should be deep
within, then it will not conflict with the deeps of peace and inner consciousness.
They [peace and patience] go
together. By having patience under all kinds of pressure you lay the
foundations of peace.
It [purity] is more a condition
than a substance. Peace helps to purity – since in peace disturbing influences
cease and the essence of purity is to respond only to the Divine Influence and
not to have an affinity with other movements.
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Purity is to accept no other
influence but only the influence of the Divine.
Purity means freedom from soil or
mixture. The divine Purity is that in which there is no mixture of the turbid
ignorant movements of the lower nature. Ordinarily, purity is used to mean (in
the common language) freedom from sexual passion and impulse.
The Divine Purity is a more wide
and all-embracing experience than the psychic.
Purity or impurity depends upon
the consciousness; in the divine consciousness everything is pure, in the
ignorance everything is subject to impurity, not the body only or part of the
body, but mind and vital and all. Only the self and the psychic being remain
always pure.
A pure mind means a mind quiet
and free from thoughts of a useless or disturbing character.
A quiet mind is a mind that does
not get disturbed, is not restless and always vibrating with the need of mental
action.
What you are
talking about is a concentrated mind, concentrated on something or on a
subject. That is quite different.
Do you imagine that a quiet mind
cannot reject anything and it is only the unquiet mind that can do it? It is
the quiet mind that can best do it. Quiet does not mean inert and tamasic.
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That is absurd. Doing nothing
with the mind is not quiet or silence. It is inactivity that keeps the mind
thinking mechanically and discursive instead of concentrating on an object –
that is all.
Passive peace is not supposed to
do anything. It is by the complete solid presence of peace alone that all
disturbance is pushed out to the surface or outside the consciousness.
It is not the usual character of
passive peace that it can only concentrate in inaction. It can be there and
concentrate in or behind action also.
It is this quiet and spontaneous
action that is the characteristic divine action. The aggressive action is only,
as you say, when there is resistance and struggle. This does not mean that the
quiet force can't be intense. It can be more intense than the aggressive, but
its intensity only increases the intensity of the peace.
Yes, certainly, there is a mental
peace, a vital peace, a peace of the physical Nature. It is the peace of a
higher consciousness that descends from above.
It is the same peace – but is
felt materially in the material substance, concretely in the physical mind and
nervous being, as well as psychologically in the mind and vital or subtly in
the subtle body.
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Certainly, peace, purity and
silence can be felt in all material things – for the Divine Self is there in
all.
It is on the Silence behind the
cosmos that all the movement of the universe is supported.
It is from the
Silence that the peace comes; when the peace deepens and deepens, it becomes
more and more the Silence.
In a more
outward sense the word Silence is applied to the condition in which there is no
movement of thought or feeling etc., only a great stillness of the mind.
But there can be
an action in the Silence, undisturbed even as the universal action goes on in
the cosmic Silence.
The passive silence is that in
which the inner consciousness remains void and at rest, makes no reaction to
outer things and forces.
The active
silence is that in which there is a great force that goes out on things and
forces without disturbing the silence.
Rest of the being from effort,
disturbance etc. The Spirit is eternally at rest even in the midst of action – peace
gives this spiritual rest. Tamas is a degradation of it and leads to inaction.
In the entirely silent mind there
is usually the static sense of the Divine without any active movement. But
there can come into it all the higher thought and aspiration and movements.
There is then no absolute silence but one feels a fundamental silence behind
which is not disturbed by any movement.
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You always seem to think that
because the silence is there in the consciousness, the whole consciousness must
be equally affected by it. The human consciousness is not of one piece like
that.
It is not possible for the
spontaneous silent condition to last always at once but that is what must grow
in one till there is a constant inner silence – a silence which cannot be
disturbed by any outward activity or even by any attempt at attack or
disturbance.
The condition
you describe shows precisely the growth of this inner silence. It has to fix
itself eventually as the basis of all spiritual experience and activity. It
does not matter if one does not know what is going on within behind the
silence. For there are two conditions in the yoga, one in which all is silent
and there is no thought, feeling or movement even though one is acting
outwardly as others do – another in which a new consciousness becomes active
bringing knowledge, joy, love and other spiritual feelings and inner
activities, but yet at the same time there is a fundamental silence or
quietude. Both are necessary in the development of the inner being. The
absolutely silent state, which is one of lightness, voidness and release,
prepares the other and supports it when it comes.
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