Canto Four
The Quest
The
world-ways opened before Savitri.
At
first a strangeness of new brilliant scenes
Peopled
her mind and kept her body's gaze.
But
as she moved across the changing earth
A
deeper consciousness welled up in her:
A
citizen of many scenes and climes,
Each
soil and country it has made its home;
It
took all clans and peoples for her own,
Till
the whole destiny of mankind was hers.
These
unfamiliar spaces on her way
Were
known and neighbours to a sense within;
Landscapes
recurred like lost forgotten fields,
Cities
and rivers and plains her vision claimed
Like
slow-recurring memories in front,
The
stars at night were her past's brilliant friends,
The
winds murmured to her of ancient things
And
she met nameless comrades loved by her once.
All
was a part of old forgotten selves.
Vaguely
or with a flash of sudden hints
Her
acts recalled a line of bygone power,
Even
her motion's purpose was not new:
Traveller to a prefigured high
event,
She
seemed to her remembering witness soul
To
trace again a journey often made.
A
guidance turned the dumb revolving wheels
And
in the eager body of their speed
The
dim-masked hooded godheads rode who move
Assigned
to man immutably from his birth,
Receivers
of the inner and outer law,
At
once the agents of his spirit's will
And
witnesses and executors of his fate.
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Inexorably
faithful to their task,
They
hold his nature's sequence in their guard
Carrying
the unbroken thread old lives have spun.
Attendants
on his destiny's measured walk
Leading
to joys he has won and pains he has called,
Even
in his casual steps they intervene.
Nothing
we think or do is void or vain;
Each
is an energy loosed and holds its course.
The
shadowy keepers of our deathless past
Have
made our fate the child of our own acts,
And
from the furrows laboured by
our will
We
reap the fruit of our forgotten deeds.
But
since unseen the tree that bore this fruit
And
we live in a present born from an unknown past,
They
seem but parts of a mechanic Force,
To a
mechanic mind tied by earth's laws;
Yet
are they instruments of a Will supreme,
Watched
by a still all-seeing Eye above.
A
prescient architect of Fate and Chance
Who
builds our lives on a foreseen design
The
meaning knows and consequence of each step
And
watches the inferior stumbling powers.
Upon
her silent heights she was aware
Of a
calm Presence throned above her brows
Who
saw the goal and chose each fateful curve;
It
used the body for its pedestal,
The
eyes that wandered were its searchlight fires,
The
hands that held the reins its living tools;
All
was the working of an ancient plan,
A
way prepared by an unerring Guide.
Across
wide noons and glowing
afternoons,
She
met with Nature and with human forms
And
listened to the voices of the world;
Driven
from within she followed her long road,
Mute
in the luminous cavern of her heart,
Like
a bright cloud through the resplendent day.
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At
first her path ran far through peopled tracts:
Admitted
to the lion eye of States
And
theatres of the loud act of man,
Her
carven chariot with its fretted wheels
Threaded
through clamorous marts and sentinel towers
Past
figured gates and high dream-sculptured fronts
And
gardens hung in the sapphire of the skies,
Pillared
assembly halls with armoured
guards,
Small
fanes where one calm Image watched man's life
And
temples hewn as if by exiled gods
To
imitate their lost eternity.
Often
from gilded dusk to argent dawn
Where
jewel-lamps flickered on frescoed walls
And
the stone lattice stared at moonlit boughs,
Half-conscious
of the tardy listening night
Dimly
she glided between banks of sleep
At
rest in the slumbering palaces of kings.
Hamlet
and village saw the fate-van
pass,
Homes
of a life bent to the soil it ploughs
For
sustenance of its short and passing days
That,
transient, keep their old repeated course
Unchanging
in the circle of a sky
Which
alters not above our mortal toil.
Away
from this thinking creature's burdened hours
To
free and griefless spaces now she turned
Not
yet perturbed by human joys and fears.
Here
was the childhood of primeval
earth,
Here
timeless musings large and glad and still,
Men
had forborne as yet to fill with cares,
Imperial
acres of the eternal sower
And
wind-stirred grass-lands winking in the sun:
Or
mid green musing of woods and rough-browed hills,
In
the grove's murmurous bee-air
humming wild
Or
past the long lapsing voice of silver floods
Like
a swift hope journeying among its dreams
Hastened
the chariot of the golden bride.
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Out
of the world's immense unhuman
past
Tract-memories
and ageless remnants came,
Domains
of light enfeoffed to
an antique calm
Listened
to the unaccustomed sound of hooves
And
large immune entangled silences
Absorbed
her into emerald secrecy
And
slow hushed wizard nets of faery bloom
Environed
with their coloured
snare her wheels.
The
strong importunate feet of Time fell soft
Along
these lonely ways, his titan pace
Forgotten
and his stark and ruinous rounds.
The
inner ear that listens to solitude,
Leaning
self-rapt unboundedly could hear
The
rhythm of the intenser
wordless Thought
That
gathers in the silence behind life,
And
the low sweet inarticulate voice of earth
In
the great passion of her sun-kissed trance
Ascended
with its yearning undertone.
Afar
from the brute noise of clamorous needs
The
quieted all-seeking mind could feel,
At
rest from its blind outwardness
of will,
The
unwearied clasp of her mute patient love
And
know for a soul the mother of our forms.
This
spirit stumbling in the fields of sense,
This
creature bruised in the mortar of the days
Could
find in her broad spaces of release.
Not
yet was a world all occupied by care.
The
bosom of our mother kept for us still
Her
austere regions and her musing depths,
Her
impersonal reaches lonely and inspired
And
the mightinesses of her
rapture haunts.
Muse-lipped
she nursed her symbol mysteries
And
guarded for her pure-eyed sacraments
The
valley-clefts between her breasts of joy,
Her
mountain-altars for the fires of dawn
And
nuptial beaches where the ocean couched
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And
the huge chanting of her prophet woods.
Fields
had she of her solitary mirth,
Plains
hushed and happy in the embrace of light,
Alone
with the cry of birds and hue of flowers
And
wildernesses of wonder lit by her moons
And
grey seer-evenings kindling with the stars
And
dim movement in the night's infinitude.
August,
exulting in her Maker's eye,
She
felt her nearness to him in earth's breast,
Conversed
still with a Light behind the veil,
Still
communed with Eternity beyond.
A
few and fit inhabitants she called
To
share the glad communion of her peace;
The
breadths, the summit were their natural home.
The
strong king-sages from their labour done,
Freed
from the warrior tension of their task,
Came
to her serene sessions in these wilds;
The
strife was over, the respite lay in front.
Happy
they lived with birds and beasts and flowers
And
sunlight and the rustle of the leaves,
And
heard the wild winds wandering in the night,
Mused
with the stars in their mute constant ranks,
And
lodged in the mornings as in azure tents,
And
with the glory of the noons were one.
Some
deeper plunged; from life's external clasp
Beckoned
into a fiery privacy
In
the soul's unassailed star-white recess
They
sojourned with an ever-living
Bliss;
A
Voice profound in the ecstasy and the hush
They
heard, beheld an all-revealing Light.
All
time-made difference they overcame;
The
world was fibred with their own heart-strings;
Close-drawn
to the heart that beats in every breast,
They
reached the one self in all through boundless love.
Attuned
to Silence and to the world-rhyme,
They
loosened the knot of the imprisoning mind;
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Achieved
was the wide untroubled witness gaze,
Unsealed
was Nature's great spiritual eye;
To
the height of heights rose now their daily climb:
Truth
leaned to them from her supernal realm;
Above
them blazed eternity's mystic suns.
Nameless
the austere ascetics without home
Abandoning
speech and motion and desire,
Aloof
from creatures sat absorbed, alone,
Immaculate
in tranquil heights of self
On
concentration's luminous voiceless peaks,
World-naked
hermits with their matted hair
Immobile
as the passionless great hills
Around
them grouped like thoughts of some vast mood
Awaiting
the Infinite's behest to
end.
The
seers attuned to the universal Will,
Content
in Him who smiles behind earth's forms
Abode
ungrieved by the insistent
days.
About
them like green trees girdling a hill
Young
grave disciples fashioned by their touch,
Trained
to the simple act and conscious word,
Greatened
within and grew to meet their heights.
Far-wandering
seekers on the Eternal's
path
Brought
to these quiet founts their spirit's thirst
And
spent the treasure of a silent hour
Bathed
in the purity of the mild gaze
That,
uninsistent, ruled them from
its peace,
And
by its influence found the ways of calm.
The
Infants of the monarchy of the worlds,
The
heroic leaders of a coming time,
King-children
nurtured in that spacious air
Like
lions gambolling in sky and
sun
Received
half-consciously their godlike stamp:
Formed
in the type of the high thoughts they sang
They
learned the wide magnificence of mood
That
makes us comrades of the cosmic urge,
No
longer chained to their small separate selves,
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Plastic
and firm beneath the eternal hand,
Met
Nature with a bold and friendly clasp
And
served in her the Power that shapes her works.
One-souled to all and free from
narrowing bonds,
Large
like a continent of warm sunshine
In
wide equality's impartial joy,
These
sages breathed for God's delight in things.
Assisting
the slow entries of the gods,
Sowing
in young minds immortal thoughts they lived,
Taught
the great Truth to which man's race must rise
Or
opened the gates of freedom to a few,
Imparting
to our struggling world the Light
They
breathed like spirits from Time's dull yoke released,
Comrades
and vessels of the cosmic Force,
Using
a natural mastery like the sun's:
Their
speech, their silence was a help to earth.
A
magic happiness flowed from their touch;
Oneness
was sovereign in that sylvan peace,
The
wild beast joined in friendship with its prey,
Persuading
the hatred and the strife to cease
The
love that flows from the one Mother's breast
Healed
with their hearts the hard and wounded world.
Others
escaped from the confines of thought
To
where Mind motionless sleeps waiting Light's birth,
And
came back quivering with a nameless Force
Drunk
with a wine of lightning in their cells;
Intuitive
knowledge leaping into speech,
Hearing
the subtle voice that clothes the heavens,
Carrying
the splendour that has
lit the suns,
They
sang Infinity's names and deathless powers
In
metres that reflect the moving worlds,
Sight's
sound-waves breaking from the soul's great deeps.
Some
lost to the person and his strip of thought
In a
motionless ocean of impersonal Power,
Sat
mighty, visioned with the Infinite's Light,
Or,
comrades of the everlasting Will,
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Surveyed
the plan of past and future Time.
Some
winged like birds out of the cosmic sea
And
vanished into a bright and featureless Vast:
Some
silent watched the universal dance,
Or
helped the world by world-indifference.
Some
watched no more merged in a lonely Self,
Absorbed
in the trance from which no soul returns,
All
the occult world-lines for ever closed,
The
chains of birth and person cast away:
Some
uncompanioned reached the Ineffable.
As floats a
sunbeam through a shady place,
The
golden virgin in her carven car
Came
gliding among meditation's seats.
Often
in twilight mid returning troops
Of
cattle thickening with their dust the shades
When
the loud day had slipped below the verge,
Arriving
in a peaceful hermit grove
She
rested drawing round her like a cloak
Its
spirit of patient muse and potent prayer.
Or
near to a lion river's tawny mane
And
trees that worshipped on a praying shore,
A
domed and templed air's serene
repose
Beckoned
to her hurrying wheels to stay their speed.
In
the solemnity of a space that seemed
A
mind remembering ancient silences,
Where
to the heart great bygone voices called
And
the large liberty of brooding seers
Had
left the long impress of their soul's scene
Awake
in candid dawn or darkness mooned,
To
the still touch inclined the daughter of Flame
Drank
in hushed splendour between
tranquil lids
And
felt the kinship of eternal calm.
But
morn broke in reminding her of her quest
And
from low rustic couch or mat she rose
And
went impelled on her unfinished way
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And
followed the fateful orbit of her life
Like
a desire that questions silent gods,
Then
passes starlike to some
bright Beyond.
Thence
to great solitary tracts she came,
Where
man was a passer-by towards human scenes
Or
sole in Nature's vastness strove to live
And
called for help to ensouled
invisible Powers,
Overwhelmed
by the immensity of his world
And
unaware of his own infinity.
The
Earth multiplied to her a changing brow
And
called her with a far and nameless voice.
The
mountains in their anchorite solitude,
The
forests with their multitudinous chant
Disclosed
to her the masked divinity's doors.
On
dreaming plains, an indolent expanse,
The
death-bed of a pale enchanted eve
Under
the glamour of a sunken sky,
Impassive
she lay as at an age's end,
Or
crossed an eager pack of huddled hills
Lifting
their heads to hunt a lairlike
sky,
Or travelled in a strange and
empty land
Where
desolate summits camped in a weird heaven,
Mute
sentinels beneath a drifting moon,
Or
wandered in some lone tremendous wood
Ringing
for ever with the crickets' cry,
Or
followed a long glistening serpent road
Through
fields and pastures lapped in moveless
light,
Or
reached the wild beauty of a desert space
Where
never plough was driven nor herd had grazed
And
slumbered upon stripped and thirsty sands
Amid
the savage wild-beast Night's appeal.
Still
unaccomplished was the fateful quest;
Still
she found not the one predestined face
For
which she sought amid the sons of men.
A
grandiose silence wrapped the regal day.
The
months had fed the passion of the sun
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And
now his burning breath assailed the soil.
The
tiger heats prowled through the fainting earth;
All
was licked up as by a lolling tongue.
The
spring winds failed; the sky was set like bronze.
End of Canto Four
End of Book Four
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